12 Dec 2007

Hey! Back to blogging! Past few days was studying for my term-test on Tues(ytd) and today. but ytd's paper didnt manage to do well. Things that I had studied didnt came out but things that i didnt study popped out to my surprise. Calculated all the marks, i am only just hoping for a pass for ytd's paper. Quite discouraging though. Went to relax and de-stress myself at Sebas' hse with Nelson by playing winning eleven and i won them! Yes, all of them! After which continued to go to study. Quite distracted during my revision. Wanted to just throw in the towel for today's paper. Cause physically was tired, mentally kept thinking of tues paper and breakaway camp. Didnt know how to breakthrough and bring myself to the positive thoughts again. Worse come to worse, i couldnt find my pencil case! And i realised that i left it in school once again. This is my second time in about a month losing 2 stuffs in school. 1st time was a file(So huge and yet i can lose it), this time is pencil case. My thumbdrive and all the stationaries were all inside! How?!! Upon realising it, i really feel like just giving up. Ytd was just a negative day! But in the end, i just studied abit more and tried to focus as much as i can. 2 more hrs to my last paper of this semester. Going to revise once again. Pray that God will grant me strength, and most of all wisdom and understanding. Not going to give up though! Let me just be a duck, looking calm on the outside and digging resources from below(To me is in the Holy Spirit)! Today's gonna be a great day I believe! The greater the challenge, the greater i can expand my capacity and trust in God for the supernatural! In Jesus' name, Amen! :)