Valley of the shadows of death :)

Haha! So long nv blog n i nearly wanna close down my blog cause as usual, i cant seem to blog wat i feel without ppl questioning me..

So many things have happened and dun say roller coaster, cause it's not scary enough.. But it's like walking in the valley and alot of firy darts shooting here and there.. But everything's still ok.. I pray that i will always have a great attitude in the midst of dark times. I realised alot of things through this situation.. Example like who really cares for me etc.. Although all these dont really matter to me, i still value the experience.

I realised that i teared alot, (not cry) when i am alone walking and wanna find someone out but always cant find.. Has been busy too cause i talked alot to many ppl.. But i am still glad that the peace and the grace of God is still with me. Thanks for all the little smses and encouragements from many ppl. It certainly mean alot to me than theories..

Just feel that she's so innocent to be dragged into these and cried so much the past few days by the wrong decisions i've made. But i felt so encouraged because i knw tat u are growing strong in the Lord.. U are still loving, praising God and having a great attitude in spite of all these.. So proud of u.. There may be alot of changes rite now, but i believe n hope that at least one thing nv change for now.. God's ways are higher than our ways, God's thoughts are higher than our thoughts.. Just feel that changes are ruthless, maybe to both of us.. but i can sense something great behind it. If only we can see it with our spiritual eyes.. :):)

Throughly that His grace is sufficient for me and us and for others who are gg through tough times. I believe i dun just know the theory of praising Him in good and bad times but i am embracing the spirit inside of me. It's so great so great especially when Pst Kong preached about brokenness.. Great! Great! Great! REJOICE in the Lord always and AGAIN i say REJOICE! If my God is for me, who can be against me? He is the love of my life, my refuge, my shelter, my healer and rest, He is my almighty, redeemer, salvation and strength!

You are my hiding-place
You always fill my heart
With songs of deliverance
Whenever i am afraid

I will trust in You
I will trust in You
Let the weak say i am strong
In the strength of the Lord