3-5 October

This week i managed to book out on fri but by the time i reached CG, i was very tired physically and mentally seriously. I went thru the CG but was not able to concentrate on it 100%. Until Cate asked me how was CG and i shared with her about the things in my heart.. She gave me an advise and encouraged me.

I was too tired to even go home because its a long trip from tamp so i just went to Nel's hse and stay overnight together with Henry, Jieqi and Bing. Whole night was so burdened and cant sleep because of that. haha.

Just ytd, I made a decision based on advise and also based on the voice in my head and my heart which i believe is from the Holy Spirit. The voice practically was telling me to step into the unknown just like Abraham. Recently i was reading the book 'Faith' by Pst Phil and it talks about that as well in the 1st chapter. For the past few weeks, i was really thinking of finding ways to slash myself out of my unit because of all the training coming and time constraint. But until ytd, i decided to go for the best. I do not know the outcome but i just do my best to shine and to enjoy then i believe that God will do the rest. At least i know that wherever i will be, i am in His will. So i am just going to do that. After making that decision and asking Cate to pray for me, i felt the peace of God inside of me, though there are still some apprehension. :)

Recently i also had alot of financial blessings. Pst Kong talked about multiplying our giving and we will have increase in our reaping. For the past few weeks God really challenged me to give more each week and thank God i obeyed. And the blessings also came in week by week increasingly. I got blessed 3 times in 2 weeks and one more is coming this week! 1st blessing was $50 by my uncle, then $450 for the GST offset. i tot that $450 was the max, but ytd when i went to draw money, i found out that there was additional $300 in my account. i was very shocked then i called my campmates to ask if the pay came in earlier but they said nope. haha.. Somemore this coming fri, my pay is coming in. I do not know is how much but it may be $400 minimum and up to $700 maximum. But it doesnt matter because i knw that God will surely give me the blessings that i can handle it well. So wanna thank God for it!

Really wanna pray that my Mum will be able to get the interviewed job as soon as possible. Because my Mum quitted her previous job and still waiting for approval for the coming job. I believe that God will do the miraculous, that He will bless my whole family! Amen!