Just wanna blog out my frastration here! My weekend is just spoilt because of this little thing. In the afternoon, there was a sms to my IC saying that we can book out. So all of us happily packed our bags and went off. In the night, there was a sms again to me saying that the instruction was wrong, we are not supposed to book out. An extra duty was given because of that! Its so ridiculous la! whose fault is that man! all of us got extra duty for nothing, and its really nothing.. Worst come to worst, heard that my extra duty is on 22 nov! what's that!!! its ASIA CONFERENCE LEH!!! i am on leave that week and why must the extra duty be on that day? man man man. I still feel very ridiculous that this thing will happen.. Its definitely a devil attack, stopping me from attending asia conference. I so much wanted to attend it and God has made many ways for me to attend but just out of the sudden, heard this news.. On Mon, there is gonna be clarification on this matter and i just hope that everything will be cleared by then! Just wanna share out because i just dun wish to keep this inside of me.. Once shared, it will be the past and will enjoy a new day tml..
Also, i realised that this is my weakness. Whenever i got a bad news, no matter how happy i were at that moment, my counternance will change. just feel so bad to change the atmosphere ard me but i am doing my best to overcome it. when such things happen, i will wanna be alone because i feel that's the most effective way for me. sorry to Henry, Nel, Siakhong, Bernard and Bing to always spoil the mood by saying i wanna go home.. If not, unless i voice the prob out, my counternance will affect the whole outing, which is the thing i least hope for.. i'm so sorry about it..
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