Give me a right attitude.. everything is so last min but i will accept it.. i will serve with gladness. Give me patience and a servanthood heart that i will not grumble. mould me in all these processes. the time is not my own so Lord, u shall have the right to plan it according to Your will.. Why am i saying all these? because i am frustrated with the last min decision of the things in my camp! suppose to be off till sun night but just received a phone call from my frenz that i will be doing guard duty to replace my another frenz who is sick from sun morning all the way to monn morning.. my whole mind was 'why is it me?' This dreadful thought makes me think that my weekend is spoilt just like that.. can i still smile from the inside when i go for dinner later? i will try.. alot of things in life are beyond my control so i wanna be happy on the inside even though situation is not good on the outside.. if that can mould my attitude to make me more like a servant, then i will go through it anytime and trust in God. At this moment, feel like reading the book of Psalm.. dunno why but i will start reading from Psalm again!
Feel a little better after venting it out and thinking it through.. its ok.. move on.. greater things are ahead.. :) thank You Jesus!
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