Just reached home after a full day of work with sebas and nel. feel abit tired today but i have to gear myself up to study for the 2nd exam on monday. thank God for the result for my 1st exam, as i had studied so hard for it and now i believe that faith does not stand alone but it must combine with hardwork. when we do our best, God will do the rest. i was just talking to sebas at the market the other day about faith. i just realised that true faith happens when you put in 100% hardwork and then you just trust God to provide miracle and not just doing nothing but having the attitude of 'just trust God lah'. my resolution is to do everything with 100% if possible and to leave the rest to God.

i believe it's time to draw resources from God once again because at this moment, i feel very drained physically and mentally. this type of drain doesnt decrease my faith but just that i need more rest if possible. i need to enter and dwell in the presence of God once again. i acknowledge that i need and want God all the days of my life.

Asia conference was just amazing, possibly the best conference i have ever attended! until now i still miss it big time. it make me realise that i love God and my church so much more than i ever known deep down in my heart. i was really saddened by the news published in the newspaper and when i know that news. instead of doubting in my heart whether is it true or not, my heart pains for Pst Kong and the leadership in CHC. i was thinking here they are wanting to do so much for God and impacting people but was always attacked by the media and complainers. i love them with all my heart because they set an example for all of us and the experience that i've been through in CHC is undescribeable. it's not just about mental trust toward the church anymore. it's about connecting in the same vision. Others who was not in the same church would not have understand that why are almost 33000 ppl backing up the church during tough times. because we are a family, a spiritual family. i pray with all my heart all these will end soon and the truth will be out and devil will be TRAMPLED under our feet for all things will turn together for good for those who love God! this incident is gg to make city harvest even stronger seriously!

i am very glad that my mum didnt question me or make a fuss out of this incident. in the past, i guess she would but God is doing a great work in my home! she only asked me about how's Pst Kong right now. i feel so encouraged because this is the best support for me toward my faith toward God. i know that when i keep praying for my mum, one day she would eventually turn to Christ with no doubt! God is so good!